I got my first full time job and i start on Monday!
I'm pretty freaked out, but i hope and pray it will go well and i won't be a disappointment.
I don't know why i haven't blogged in awhile. I guess at the end of each day recently, i've looked back over them and not really wanted to remember them in the future.
But i think i will try harder to write more.
Yesterday i went to Albany mall with Lance and he lent me money to buy a cool bag :)
We also saw Han-Wool and he was super friendly! He is such a lovely guy.
Anyway, one day i will drive this car:
Just imagine me behind the wheel! It works!
Friday, September 3, 2010
So today after missing two busses, Laban and I met up with Hannah and Lance in Albany mall and had a general hang-out. We looked in some stores, saw Han-Wool and Paul O'Leary and made some swell jokes. It was really nice to see Hannah because we really don't hang out enough to satisfy me :P.
In the evening i went to Laura and Mathieu's engagement party and talked a lot. I'm actually not a very social person, as in, I don't find it easy conversing with lots of new people, so it was pretty tiring. I hope people don't realise how stressed i am during conversations!
I mainly ended up watching the Bee Movie and playing with a big hunting-type knife.
At home while flicking through pictures to update my Tumblr with, i came across the picture below which is an old one my cousin uploaded quite awhile ago and it made me laugh anew!
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Tonight i got together with a group of quite different young women and we listened to part one of a 4-part sermon series about staying in Love. I think the messages it had are really fundamental for all relationships. It was about looking to Jesus' love for us as the example of how our relationships should be, rather than relying on the human relationships around us solely.
I am so scared of being in a relationship and deciding to submit to and love that person everyday and then have them wake up and not do the same.
I want a marriage that lasts. I want a partner who will stay with me and continue striving to make our relationship work and put me first even when things aren't great and even when i'm selfish and moody.
I want to be able to have the strength to be that for someone else.
I think what terrifies me is that i know for myself how easily i could fall into bad habits and forget to put them first, so i know it's likely that my partner would be the same.
I wish the world wasn't so broken.
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Today i went to town to hand in my CV at Borders after grabbing a Jesters pie with Laban.
It ended up being slightly awkward because after i gave my CV to Ben i went to look at MAD magazines with Lance and on my way out Ben was showing my CV to a lady and said "Bye Saskia! I'm showing her your CV!" I didn't know if i should have gone over and talked to her or not but i ended up just saying bye and leaving.
It was very nice of Ben to put in a good word for me though :)
After that Lance and i grabbed a coffee/ Lance bought me a coffee because i'm broke and he also supplied me with some of his Mum's delicious cake. We then went to the University Library so Lance could do some research and i read some more of "Blue Like Jazz", which is a book i recommend to all! There was this guy asleep behind me and he looked really peacful so i took a photo of him and then wrote him a note which i propped up next to his face.
It said " YOU'RE AWAKE!!" on the outside and on the inside it said something like: "Hello Stranger, I just thought you would like to know that you don't snore! Go to bed earlier!"
I thought it would be a fun thing to find for him :)
After dinner my friend Louise came and picked me up and we went back to her house to watch a movie and catch up. Louise goes to Uni at Otago so it's really awesome hanging out with her when she comes back on holidays. I find her really easy to open up to about anything.
We ended up talking till like 12.30 and it was really nice.
Well i've just finished applying for 3 more jobs online andi should probably get some sleep because i found myself being really moody/sleepy today! (i should take my own advice about sleeping earlier)